A time of transition

Wow!!
So much has happened this year, the biggest being the birth of Reid. I can't believe that I had another baby. So far, so good. Roy and Matthew are in love with him. Even Mom likes him too. Who couldn't love Reid? He is so fat and chubby. He has the best smile and has that smell of baby. He has the most beautiful curly hair and wide eyes. I never thought that I could love anyone else this much. It's been a long time (8 years), since I fell in love with a baby (Matthew). If you never have been in love with a baby, I suggest you do. There is nothing like it. It's just you and the baby against the world. There is a euphoria in having the responsibilty of parentage.

This is also the year that I decided to by a car that I actually have to make payments on. If you know me, then you know I have money commitents issues. I have never had to make payments on a car. I never make payments on anything, except rent and utilites. The idea of having something that people can take away if you are having a hard time, sucks. Hell, it makes me not even want to get direct tv.

I am also starting a business. I am in the process of starting an online store to sell cloth diapers. ( I'll blog on that later) Wish me luck!

The worst part of this year of transition is looking for a job. While out on maternity leave, the girls that were covering could only cover me part time. Tuns out, my office likes having someone there only part-time. Good for them and their overhead, bad for me and my babies.